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Wisdom 1 - Deciding over Emotions

Ephesians 4:26 - 27  " In your anger do not sin" Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold. I drove away feeling angry. Earlier, I received a call from dad. It was about the certifying true copy documents. I was frustrated because he found the stack confusing. Sensing his unwillingness, I nicely told him not do anything about it that day , although I said I would return home and clarify with him. Anger grew and I refused to enter home because I was going to be late for tuition even if I did. The drive to tuition was horrible with negatives thoughts running through my mind. Tears rolled down my eyes. I expressed my thoughts to my sister. Only thinking if I would regret saying those words. Deep inside my heart, I have faith and believed the good in my dad. He knew he would still do it despite all these thoughts. Yet, I was not listening to that voice but of my head. True enough, he did take the extra mile to get my d...

The missing Pilot whiteboard markers

'It's okay'. Repetitive orders. These two phrase kept ringing in my head. They meant something to me. 'Separate your stationery'. She still didn't know me well. She forgot the kind of person I am. Maybe my fault for using her pencil case. It has not been any issue this past years. I took it to use without asking permission. At that time, I did it knowing that she would let me use it. It was left unused for a long time, under the dust. I organized my stationery then. And today, they were not how they used to be. I lost my Pilot whiteboard markers which I had always use for my lesson. Again, with her tone, I think she was telling me off not to disturb her stuff. I took all my stuff away and separated way before she asked me to do it. Yet, she was still emotional about it. ' Write your name just like how she did it.' She didn't know that I wrote that name for the other teacher. It was that time that I helped to organiz...